Time cut short

Unfortunately my grandpa died and my siblings had to return home before we could spend too much time together. Even though they left right away I hope they get back in time. It takes a while for the message to travel all the way here and then them to get all the way there. It's sad but I don't feel any connection to him. Which part is sadder, me not feeling any connection or my grandpa dying I don't know but his death has triggered strange things. I somehow have memories of him doing various things with me. Its the first memory from this timeline and not the future one. It's kind of like dejavu except that the last time you saw it is still 300 years in the future.
I guess since I don't have any excuse for my break now I'll have to come back. It was fun being just a kid in a palace but now I have to be king of the castle. I hope that I can keep my kingdom afloat through all these wars and trails. And I also hope I can keep it floating metaphorically because literally would really stink.

Castle clearer

I almost got visited by an old time type of traveling dentist. I heard what they were like and so I made the castle look like no one was there. You know like as if I had left to negotiate with another king. No one could go outside, I ordered the hedges not be trimmed for a few days, all the horses were at pasture (as if we didn't expect to be able to feed them) and I even told them to not get too close to windows. It wasn't all bad though because since we didn't want any evidence we had a forced early bedtime. Do you have any idea how much light a candle makes in a place with no electricity? No street lights no nothing (even in the village most were too poor to buy candles). Well since you do I guess I dont have to explain it. And to tell the truth I would feel silly explaining candle light to a book...
I can write today only because the teeth terrorist is gone. Hooray for the word "traveling" in front of dentist.

Fair, awsome... Ruined

Wow, yesterday was so cool today doesn't really matter. Ok that's a lie but I'm just going to talk about yesterday.
Yesterday I got to spend some good time with Adam and he's actually really cool. We have a lot in common and he really seems like he's sincere... Don't you hate it when you can tell someone not sincere?
Anyway, we hung out for a while at the fair, ate some popcorn, watched the firebreathers. You know the usual carnival stuff. Well I guess it's not according to my dream but it's been so long since I've thought about that that I usually don't. Kinda sad because if that's not a dream I'm forgetting my real life.
Ug, I just made yesterday so much better by making today worse. Why do I always have to wreck my train of thought with negative and or unnecessary things? Things that will ruin the whole rest of my day worrying about them?
Do you ever worry about dumb stuff Dave? Or stuff I write in you? Or why I talk to you?
Because I do all three.

A fair sight

I awoke in a sweat to fair music... Like as in carnival music. Was I dreaming? Or is this a dream... Which tense is my dream in? [wham] OW, past tense. I'm not dreaming right now, I just banged my shin on the dresser. What a kingly thing to do.
I'm suprised that I forgot that today was the fair, I must have been too busy helping my siblings. I wonder how much was a dream? Is Adam really a jerk or was that just a dream and the first days they were here he was just tired... I hope he was just tired and I was dreaming.
Fair here I come, who cares if I'm a king. I don't want to act like one.
I'm going to enjoy myself untill they pull me away!

Disappointed

I'm in a cloud... I died... What can you really say when your dead.
I have to watch in horror and disgust as Adam takes the throne by force and right.
He is now the eldest of the three siblings left. Two are sad and one is not... I really don't know what to say.
Adam forced his way into the castle with his band of ruffians and now is the leader of my kingdom. Can anything go worse? Well considering I'm DEAD, probably not.
Come to think of it what the heck am I doing? I'm dead why am I just sitting here in a cloud talking to myself. Is this really what the afterlife is like? Witnessing all the crimes from a birds eye veiw and not being able to do anything? I don't have any messengers or telephone or way to give myself a body to help people?
Ok I really thought dying would be a lot cooler...

My last wish

I write this with a feeble hand and heart for I have been poisoned. It's not fair, I have a life, a kingdom, a brother to bring to justice! Adam must repent but it might be too late. It doesn't matter how I was poisoned because theres no cure for it in these ages. And who do you think was blamed first for it? You guessed it, Adam.
I don't believe he did but my people won't listen, they're sure it was him.
The doctors are hoping for a miracle and lots of quiet for me so I had to sneak this entry, my last wish is that Adam be forgiven.
I must rest.